Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry you don't know how lovely you are I had to find you tell you I need you tell you I've set you apart

Today is Music Monday & I know I'm supposed to have a new upcoming band to tell y'all about & to hear their lovely music. However right now the only thing that I have been listening to is Coldplay's The Scientist. Well actually it's my best friend, Dea, singing it. She recorded herself playing it on the guitar & singing it & I'm really loving everything about the way she sings the song. It's nice sometimes to go back to the familiar.

My sister Shea & I had such an amazing weekend with my other best friend Lexie in New Orleans for her 24th birthday. I needed to be there with her for this special occasion & I'm so glad I was! I'll post photos of the trip sometime this week.

I have a lot of different things going on in my mind right now, as I'm sure we all do. My sister Shea & I had a really good talk last night on the long road back home. I usually have a hard time opening up to people about what I am truly going through & being completely honest about what I'm feeling. I'm an internalizer through & through. Shea told me last night that she doesn't have to worry about me when I make decisions because she knows I think & think & think about it in all aspects before I make that decision. To tell you the truth I was so scared to talk to her about what I had been thinking about for the past couple of months. But like a good sister she knew it was coming up in subject. I love how my sister & friends know me that well. To hear Shea & Lexie too, say that they trust me & know that I'll make a good decision makes me feel so much better. I'm just remembering to breathe & trying not to think so much about the future. I'm actually scared right now & don't know what to think.

photo from here

Title: The Scientist by Coldplay